As much as I love you for reading my blog, I really am not in the mood to blog today.
Because I feel like garbage. In the past I would have let myself believe that I were garbage and drown in that self-constructed imaginary landfill; at least today I know that it’s just a circumstantial thought I have in my head but is not true, and I just have to let my body heal a little. It will be fine.
I just hate how much my body is retaining water today, how bloated I feel, the swollen face, the tenderness around my abdomen. But like I was saying, I need to keep telling myself that this is not permanent.