As much as I love you for reading my blog, I really am not in the mood to blog today.
Because I feel like garbage. In the past I would have let myself believe that I were garbage and drown in that self-constructed imaginary landfill; at least today I know that it’s just a circumstantial thought I have in my head but is not true, and I just have to let my body heal a little. It will be fine.
I just hate how much my body is retaining water today, how bloated I feel, the swollen face, the tenderness around my abdomen. But like I was saying, I need to keep telling myself that this is not permanent.
Yup!
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You’ll be fine.
And I like you real! No fuss, no pressure, no forced smiles – just the way you are.
Also i don’t feel like blogging for a while already (but damn, I still do – I guess it’s addictive
Thanks for saying that, Greta. You’re a good friend
I always think how awesome it is that you update your blog regularly no matter what. I kind of get too lazy to do that when I’m having one of those low phases. But a lot of the time, those low phases are mostly mental so putting on a new mindset and refreshing myself by blogging could help pull myself out of the ditch a little. Who knows, I’ll try though!